I am sorry. Doei
8.9.2005 I found a person who I can tell my feelings. A person who maybe never will be a girlfriend maybe never a only friend. Just found a person who I trust and I can tell anything. That is what makes this blog obsolete now. Sorry for that but I just used it like a place to let everything go but now I don't need it. Maybe one day I will need it again but now I don't care. My feelings are just pointed to another place to a place where I get a answer and help directly. I thank everybody who posted coments it was a real pleasure for me to read them. They helped a lot of times. Especialy from Roanne and Ara.


Last thought of a empty space in my head.
Ik will je niet meer, ik denk niet meer op jau,
jij ben egaal voor mij. Dus je hebt mij viel gegeven.
Ik dankt dier toch ik will niet meer van jau vissen.


And no thought left and no memory came back. I was not dependent from her.
You are gone and I just don't care anymore.
I am healed and hope you too.
- posted by calmsky @ 7:58 PM