It has been a while.
Hi there,
do you still remember me ?
Yes I am alive, like always.
Don't worry. I was just absent because of everything in my life.
I actually started to post on a another page. Why ? Easy answer: I wanted to impress someone and maybe seduce my ego. But dam it...
Don't worry I am not such depressed wrack so often as I used to.
I actually had fun - in Hamburg:




As I was there I still realized that my country and the country where I work are pretty behind the EU country's.

But I enjoyed it. And I don't care about people who tell that all Germans are stupid assholes - I actually like them. They have they way of life and it works pretty good.

As I was thinking a lot of times in work I thought about religion.
If I am a christian or a weird kind of magic worshipper or something else.
I didn't find any answer on this question. Yeah someone could tell that: "What ? How can't you know that ?".
I tried to believe in a good source of power who will help me in all bad.
But don't know just can't believe it 100% and can't refuse it 100%.
But maybe one positive thing:

I found Jesus 27 times.

But also found again the love of hard music:






But did actually something happen ? Something important ?
actually not :)



I am still a heck of weirdo who would do anything just to have fun, a heck of a weirdo who would transform from a hip party guy to a manager in 2 seconds.





And how is it with my feeling ?
Same shit as usual.
I fell in love.
DAM YOU PLATON !!!
Most hard thing it is to fell in love with a platonic love.
But I came over it last days. And just concentrate on work again. I pretty abanoned my social life in Brno. And the only social life what I have is in the weekends.
I am pretty happy about it now. But I also feel that I maybe should work less and maybe have some more fun time.
But maybe just don't wana. For now...

I will continue to write to my blog as usual from now on. No summary blogs but the everyday blogging time is back...

Hope you have fun.

I just hear that there is some rain coming - enjoy it with me... You are welcome to my party of feelings.
- posted by calmsky @ 10:27 PM