I forget a lot of things these days.
I forget everything what I don't have marked somewhere with a reminder.
I don't like that.


I was searching for a new living place these days.
A friend of my offered me a place. Really nice really cheap.
But there is a problem I would live with a woman (older one). But usually she is not home. So that is a benefit.

I really don't know if I should move.
There is one problem. I became the team lead of my team.
One of the team members is a hm lazy kind of guy. He just wants to chat - write mails - he comes late. And guess what ? He lives with me now.
I don't want to live with him. Then he would take advantage of it and try to make stupid excuses.

But on the other hand - it is a nice place to live.
Should I do it or not ?

The decision will come down these days.


Other decisions came also - I will stay 2 days in Edinburgh then we go for 4 days in some off road / off civilization house in middle of Scotland and after this we want to stay 2 days in Glasgow.

Really nice plan. I want to stay off civilization for a while.
Just want to switch off all electronics and don't think about servers, tape library's, standards of security.

I hope to find something in Scotland. Don't know what. But I feel something.

Maybe my hearth stops hurt.
Maybe I fill out the gap in my soul.


- posted by calmsky @ 10:42 PM